are yu cmn bck to me
i kno i said sme mean shit
i kno i hurt yu. but im nt in the
wrong this time. its yu tht hurt me
aftr all. i want yu to leave
but i dnt wnna be by myself
i dnt wnna regret mkn yu hte me
even though i hte yu rght nw
i kno ill always love yu.
so leave.
let my heart be
im nt tht important to yu aniiwaii.
if i cut off the sex
if i stopped doin shit fr yu
if i jus up and left
yu'd gt ovr me and mve on
so jus dnt cme bck
Friday, December 24
Thursday, December 9
.x my chevy
i dnt know if aniione knows
how it feels to hve the wrld
nt mke ...
sense
mttr
reality
life
... aniimore in a matter of
days everything yu feared
is cmn true. everythng
yu fought against is now
fighting against you.
win the battle
fuck the war
everything matters in
its own time. focus on
the perception of my
reality even though i
dnt believe in reality. i
think theres a here and
now but wht that all equals
is anyones guess. so to you
i say fuck yu and to me i say
fuck it.
fuck the reality
how it feels to hve the wrld
nt mke ...
sense
mttr
reality
life
... aniimore in a matter of
days everything yu feared
is cmn true. everythng
yu fought against is now
fighting against you.
win the battle
fuck the war
everything matters in
its own time. focus on
the perception of my
reality even though i
dnt believe in reality. i
think theres a here and
now but wht that all equals
is anyones guess. so to you
i say fuck yu and to me i say
fuck it.
fuck the reality
.x decade of silence for
so im givin aniione who wants it, a decade of silence.
in other news im flippn bored. i hate when i wake up on a day when i hve nthn to do tht morning, and i cnt go back to sleep. its quite frustrating.
soap box moment:
sometimes i hate being me. i hate the fact that im so nice, so understanding, so pleasing of people. its just not my nature to be a bitch. ive tried and i felt so fake and pretenious doing it. ill nrver do it again. it makes me wonder, what real?
like me bein overly nice, caring, reserved, easily walked ovr, very impersonal, and stuff is me being me and being real.
but now-a-days everyobe expects everyone else to be this unrealistic cut out of
fake personalities. or maybe im just trippin.
ltr.
in other news im flippn bored. i hate when i wake up on a day when i hve nthn to do tht morning, and i cnt go back to sleep. its quite frustrating.
soap box moment:
sometimes i hate being me. i hate the fact that im so nice, so understanding, so pleasing of people. its just not my nature to be a bitch. ive tried and i felt so fake and pretenious doing it. ill nrver do it again. it makes me wonder, what real?
like me bein overly nice, caring, reserved, easily walked ovr, very impersonal, and stuff is me being me and being real.
but now-a-days everyobe expects everyone else to be this unrealistic cut out of
fake personalities. or maybe im just trippin.
ltr.
Tuesday, December 7
.x Personification
soooo .... today was the wierdest daii tht i could have possibly encountered. my 11 o'clock was a look into iMDB with my professor and the columbine killer understudy. im truly bored shitless.
So, i hvnt bloggd in like four days ... why ... cause ive been a slave to my boss. And i've been studying fr once in my life.My classmates are a complete wreck. they crack me up.
Like 27 minutes ago I wanted to blog, but nw i dnt. i jus wanna go hme, snuggle under the big blanket wit my hunnie, eat Take the Cake Ice cream and watch movies ... and I will :)
ltr.
So, i hvnt bloggd in like four days ... why ... cause ive been a slave to my boss. And i've been studying fr once in my life.My classmates are a complete wreck. they crack me up.
Like 27 minutes ago I wanted to blog, but nw i dnt. i jus wanna go hme, snuggle under the big blanket wit my hunnie, eat Take the Cake Ice cream and watch movies ... and I will :)
ltr.
