so lets recap shall we?
so apparentlii there are two young girls that are loyal subscribers to Jamie's World. They are almost more loyal to me, my blog, and my life than i am to myself. for example, one young lady read almost every page of my blog in one day. another young lady reads my blog (from her phone) daily! i am truly amazed by the level of commitment these two young girls have exuded on me! One thing tht i dnt like isthat one of the girls is always personally hurt everytime i use the words slut, hoe, tramp, easy, booty call, triflin, or nasty. i kno these are commonly used words wen people describe yu but in the case of me, its nt about yu. i said all of this because i want these two lost, jamie-needing souls to fly away and hopefullii find another person thats as wonderful and interestong as me to leach onto. i kno my profound words and memorable life lesdons cannot be matched but i urge yu to try and move past me. i understand that some facets of my life(style) make yu jealous and im use to this. i just honestii and wholeheartedlii hope that yur life A.J (aftr Jamie) will be as just fulfilled and alot less pathetic. i earnestlii charge yu to throw yu and yur diseased goods at someone elses boyfriend and i (knowing yur well polished tactics) believe yu will be more readily accepted :) i hope no offense is taken to these words of encouragment that im offering. i wish you both well in your future endeavors or lack of. Thanks for being loyal readers for the past few weeks! yur wonderful and yur dedication is admirable.
to all of my other readers i will be changing my blog to a differet website. because i want those two young girls to move on and require a daily reading of my blog i will gladly supply yu with the url/name of my new blog if yu ask (email jharris304@rocketmail.com, text, call, facebook, whtever).
thanks guys!
Jamie Harris
Friday, October 29
.x striped :)
i love my lil striped jacket. alotta ppl think its like a gay pride jckt but its nt. its jus stripy.
welp in othr news i jis turned n my grad app and i took Marzettes midterm annnnd WAKEFIELD IS TEACHNG SPECIAL TOPICS THIS YEAR ... YAYYYY!!!
welp in othr news i jis turned n my grad app and i took Marzettes midterm annnnd WAKEFIELD IS TEACHNG SPECIAL TOPICS THIS YEAR ... YAYYYY!!!
Wednesday, October 27
.x hair gel
so ... im twisting my own hair todaii ... im struggling. i must be honest wit myself and say ... i hve a big head. lol.
next thing i wanna say is ... ummmm i dunno.
well, i have something to say. I, Jamie D. Harris, love Anthony L. Ware II. lol. tht is all.
well i tweeted fr the first time in two months yesterday. i dunno whyi tweeted, and of course my lil greedy butt tweeted about food (gud ass Churros from my spot). my eyes hurt right now, just a random fact.
i cnt wait to be wealthy. one day i was discussin the difference between bein rich and wealthy. rich is just havng a lotta money, wealthy is hvn alot money invested.
um, idk why i blogged. but i did (arent yu lucky?)
well ... ltr gtr!
next thing i wanna say is ... ummmm i dunno.
well, i have something to say. I, Jamie D. Harris, love Anthony L. Ware II. lol. tht is all.
well i tweeted fr the first time in two months yesterday. i dunno whyi tweeted, and of course my lil greedy butt tweeted about food (gud ass Churros from my spot). my eyes hurt right now, just a random fact.
i cnt wait to be wealthy. one day i was discussin the difference between bein rich and wealthy. rich is just havng a lotta money, wealthy is hvn alot money invested.
um, idk why i blogged. but i did (arent yu lucky?)
well ... ltr gtr!
Sunday, October 24
.x Kenny Britt
apparentlii he did verii gud in famtasy football todaii. congrats person!
aniiwho its official .... im gttn at least 3 new tattoos before christmas :) i alreadii kno what i want and everything. i jus gtta gt bck on my wrk out and gt bck right so i cn gt thm dne. wht are they?
a purple butterfly
a skeleton key
sme wrds (bet yu cnt guess the wrds) lol. but other than tht. im chilln. mah hunnii cme hme earlii todaii (yay) and brought sme canes (double yay)!! tht made my daii :)
in other news: i was washn dishes and thinkin (while listenin to "Finding Dakota Grey" by Tony Williams) and like a zillion random quotes cme to me. so ill share a couple with yu:
* never lend smethn out tht yu cnt afford to lose
* no man is worth losing yu self respect and morality over
* even the most brutal moments in history were filled with passion
* wlk yur own path ... none of the rest are quite right fr yu aniiwaii.
welp those are my little inspirational tidbits fr the daii. im off to give ViVi a bath.
ltr :)
aniiwho its official .... im gttn at least 3 new tattoos before christmas :) i alreadii kno what i want and everything. i jus gtta gt bck on my wrk out and gt bck right so i cn gt thm dne. wht are they?
a purple butterfly
a skeleton key
sme wrds (bet yu cnt guess the wrds) lol. but other than tht. im chilln. mah hunnii cme hme earlii todaii (yay) and brought sme canes (double yay)!! tht made my daii :)
in other news: i was washn dishes and thinkin (while listenin to "Finding Dakota Grey" by Tony Williams) and like a zillion random quotes cme to me. so ill share a couple with yu:
* never lend smethn out tht yu cnt afford to lose
* no man is worth losing yu self respect and morality over
* even the most brutal moments in history were filled with passion
* wlk yur own path ... none of the rest are quite right fr yu aniiwaii.
welp those are my little inspirational tidbits fr the daii. im off to give ViVi a bath.
ltr :)
Saturday, October 23
.x thank me later
First : i cnt sleep
Second: i added a bunch of new stuff to my blogs appearance. I added some buttons where you cn now email, facebook, twitter, googlebuzz, etc. my post to someone else! it makes it alot easier to share my awesomeness, yur welcome! (im tryn nt to be conceited).
Third, i have alot to write about.
lately ive been acting very out of character. or so i thought. i stopped to think, what does it mean to act out of character? does it mean that you do things that you wouldnt normally do? i decided that this was exactly what it meant. so i chronicled my "out of character" behavior. i decided that it was happening because i was frustrated and tired and i felt like i deserved to not be the bigger person for once in my life. okay. with that being said, i also thought about ways to keep things like this from happening in the future. i decided that i need something more constructive to do with my time. so i got a new journal and i decided that instead of typing my stories (which can take as little as 10/15 minutes to type two pages) im going to handwrite them. this way i have a more intimate relationship with my stories and i have less time. lol.
last night Cecile, Anthony and I went to an Art Show. It was really nice. I honestly didnt think i'd enjoy it as much as i did. But i loved the whole artsy atmosphere. there were two pieces that stuck out to me. one was an orange forest. i loved how the artist used one color in several different shades and hues to create art. i also liked this semi-3D piece that had a bird, a flower, and a vase and it had all different types of music written inside the leaves. idk whii i liked it so much, but i do.
also, the art show had a vagina on the door of the womens bathroom and a penis on the door of the mens bathroom. i like nude art. maybe imma freak, but i think its mostly because i like the open expression. i think im going to put up some nude art work in my house whenever we move into a house (soon hopefully).
well, im good now...
ltr
Second: i added a bunch of new stuff to my blogs appearance. I added some buttons where you cn now email, facebook, twitter, googlebuzz, etc. my post to someone else! it makes it alot easier to share my awesomeness, yur welcome! (im tryn nt to be conceited).
Third, i have alot to write about.
lately ive been acting very out of character. or so i thought. i stopped to think, what does it mean to act out of character? does it mean that you do things that you wouldnt normally do? i decided that this was exactly what it meant. so i chronicled my "out of character" behavior. i decided that it was happening because i was frustrated and tired and i felt like i deserved to not be the bigger person for once in my life. okay. with that being said, i also thought about ways to keep things like this from happening in the future. i decided that i need something more constructive to do with my time. so i got a new journal and i decided that instead of typing my stories (which can take as little as 10/15 minutes to type two pages) im going to handwrite them. this way i have a more intimate relationship with my stories and i have less time. lol.
last night Cecile, Anthony and I went to an Art Show. It was really nice. I honestly didnt think i'd enjoy it as much as i did. But i loved the whole artsy atmosphere. there were two pieces that stuck out to me. one was an orange forest. i loved how the artist used one color in several different shades and hues to create art. i also liked this semi-3D piece that had a bird, a flower, and a vase and it had all different types of music written inside the leaves. idk whii i liked it so much, but i do.
also, the art show had a vagina on the door of the womens bathroom and a penis on the door of the mens bathroom. i like nude art. maybe imma freak, but i think its mostly because i like the open expression. i think im going to put up some nude art work in my house whenever we move into a house (soon hopefully).
well, im good now...
ltr
Tuesday, October 19
.x Lets Talk About
lol, i was thinking bout the salt and peppa song ... i think its really random that spinderella was in the group, like am i too young to remember her contribution to the group? possibly so.
Aniiwho, im sittin in the library watchin these kids act a fool earlii in the morning (its 8:19 am to be exact) and it makes me shake my head in shame.
[note from me :) i hope that everyone who reads this blog reads it from start to finish because i really want alot of my black sistas to lemme know if im right in how i feel or if im waiiiii off target]
if you talk to some people, black women have it hardest in the world. first because we are a minority by being black and then we are a minority by being a woman. so, i can understand how over the years women have inately taken ownership of this "victim or villian" mentality. not to insult your intelligence or anything, i jus wanna explain this.
The Wester's dictionary definition of victim is:
1. a person who suffers from a destructive or injurious action or agency (ex. a victim of an automobile accident.)
2. a person who is deceived or cheated, as by his or her own emotions or ignorance, by the dishonesty of others, or by some impersonal agency (ex. a victim of misplaced confidence; the victim of a swindler; a victim of an optical illusion. )
so, you can see that based on those to definitions, we as black women really dont have any business considering ourselves victims of our circumstances (and by circumstances, i mean being black and a woman).
by the same token, we also dont have to be the villian. most times in society, black women think that if we cant be the damsel in distress then we must be the one causing the distress. this definition (though it doesnt have to be) often times rings true because we feel like we must exact revenge on those who've hurt us or we must hurt the people who could hurt us before they do hurt us. its a sad story honestly. i am speaking from my own personal experience when i say that we as black women need to learn to be free and live. we need to stop letting the societal norms and the possible scrutiny of our "superior (males and whites) peers" put us in places where we feel like we cannot and will not succeed.
why am i saying all this? i think for a long time i suffered from this victim or villian disease. i felt like i was either a victim of my circumstances or a villian because of how i tried to change my circumstances. i have realized i am neither. i am simply a participant in my activities and a co-dictator of my life. i make choices based upon the situation before me. there is no right or wrong choice, there is simply a choice that best fits me and if that choice doesnt suit whoever is on the other side of it well then that is something that they will have to deal with for themselves. that isnt my responsiblity.
on to more relevant news, so the shebeast is up to her usual tactics, but i think its amusing. its funny how when someone knows they're wrong, they will do everything in their power to make you feel bad when in reality they are trying to make themselves feel better. so, since she was on i mission, i stirred her up a little yesterday and she went on and on about pretty much how much of a slut she is. its really sad. i think subconciously soceity has set alot of people up to fail. our society is so sex driven that alot of times people do things that are probably out of character for them all because of sex. maybe its me and im one of the few people that doesnt undersrtand what is so magnificently wonderful about sex that it would make me act out of character, but some people would argue me down that there is power in the respective sex organs. i disagree. i think the power is mental. the power is in the mind of the person who cant love themself enough or respect themself enough to not let sex be a motivator for their promiscuous behavior. but thats just me.
lastly, [i promised i wudnt be long winded todaii {lol}] i want to discuss love. i think love is my favorite topic. love is something that i love to talk about. i love to talk about it because its one of those words that can mean anything and everything you want it to mean. its one of those words that can be the difference between peace and war, happiness and misery, right and wrong. love is so powerful. everything and everyone needs it yet few of us really find up.
my grandparents are among the few, they've been together since they were teenagers and to this day they are sill together. thats real love my friends. thats the kind of love i want. thats the kind of love i have. dont let love be your motivation, but dont let hate stop you either. its a very thin line between love and lust, hate and wantonness. its a line we walk all the time, but one thing i can say is that i love ALWII more than i lust for him.
so be easy bloggees :)
Peace
Aniiwho, im sittin in the library watchin these kids act a fool earlii in the morning (its 8:19 am to be exact) and it makes me shake my head in shame.
[note from me :) i hope that everyone who reads this blog reads it from start to finish because i really want alot of my black sistas to lemme know if im right in how i feel or if im waiiiii off target]
if you talk to some people, black women have it hardest in the world. first because we are a minority by being black and then we are a minority by being a woman. so, i can understand how over the years women have inately taken ownership of this "victim or villian" mentality. not to insult your intelligence or anything, i jus wanna explain this.
The Wester's dictionary definition of victim is:
1. a person who suffers from a destructive or injurious action or agency (ex. a victim of an automobile accident.)
2. a person who is deceived or cheated, as by his or her own emotions or ignorance, by the dishonesty of others, or by some impersonal agency (ex. a victim of misplaced confidence; the victim of a swindler; a victim of an optical illusion. )
so, you can see that based on those to definitions, we as black women really dont have any business considering ourselves victims of our circumstances (and by circumstances, i mean being black and a woman).
by the same token, we also dont have to be the villian. most times in society, black women think that if we cant be the damsel in distress then we must be the one causing the distress. this definition (though it doesnt have to be) often times rings true because we feel like we must exact revenge on those who've hurt us or we must hurt the people who could hurt us before they do hurt us. its a sad story honestly. i am speaking from my own personal experience when i say that we as black women need to learn to be free and live. we need to stop letting the societal norms and the possible scrutiny of our "superior (males and whites) peers" put us in places where we feel like we cannot and will not succeed.
why am i saying all this? i think for a long time i suffered from this victim or villian disease. i felt like i was either a victim of my circumstances or a villian because of how i tried to change my circumstances. i have realized i am neither. i am simply a participant in my activities and a co-dictator of my life. i make choices based upon the situation before me. there is no right or wrong choice, there is simply a choice that best fits me and if that choice doesnt suit whoever is on the other side of it well then that is something that they will have to deal with for themselves. that isnt my responsiblity.
on to more relevant news, so the shebeast is up to her usual tactics, but i think its amusing. its funny how when someone knows they're wrong, they will do everything in their power to make you feel bad when in reality they are trying to make themselves feel better. so, since she was on i mission, i stirred her up a little yesterday and she went on and on about pretty much how much of a slut she is. its really sad. i think subconciously soceity has set alot of people up to fail. our society is so sex driven that alot of times people do things that are probably out of character for them all because of sex. maybe its me and im one of the few people that doesnt undersrtand what is so magnificently wonderful about sex that it would make me act out of character, but some people would argue me down that there is power in the respective sex organs. i disagree. i think the power is mental. the power is in the mind of the person who cant love themself enough or respect themself enough to not let sex be a motivator for their promiscuous behavior. but thats just me.
lastly, [i promised i wudnt be long winded todaii {lol}] i want to discuss love. i think love is my favorite topic. love is something that i love to talk about. i love to talk about it because its one of those words that can mean anything and everything you want it to mean. its one of those words that can be the difference between peace and war, happiness and misery, right and wrong. love is so powerful. everything and everyone needs it yet few of us really find up.
my grandparents are among the few, they've been together since they were teenagers and to this day they are sill together. thats real love my friends. thats the kind of love i want. thats the kind of love i have. dont let love be your motivation, but dont let hate stop you either. its a very thin line between love and lust, hate and wantonness. its a line we walk all the time, but one thing i can say is that i love ALWII more than i lust for him.
so be easy bloggees :)
Peace
Monday, October 18
.x Al jarreau LP
i love Al Jarreau btw.
anii who i wanna watch knocked up but im too lazii to gt up and put it in, so football it is.
so i hve to write a research ppr abt slave narratives an blah blah blah but im extremely unmotivated to do this paper. first of all im tired of talking about slavery like it still affects us. slaverii was over 100 years ago. we (as blk ppl) need to let it go. everythingtht happens to us isnt because of slavery. we wont get restitution. we need to move on and jus do better. secondly my teacher has no vision fr wht he wants. he jus keeps havin terrets moments and blurting out random things we need for this paper. ugh, its quite irratating.
so today i wore alot of pink. it was low key because its breast cancer awareness month and im pro-save-the-ta-tas and the second reason why i hd on alot of pink was because i was feeln super girly. it was kinda an odd feeling.
in other news its monday, the start of anothr week. i finished 2 characters (Marleigh and Branston) but i hve two more to go. i really hve too much goin on and im extremelii undermotivated. okaii i need to stop bloggin and go write.
k bye bloggees :)
anii who i wanna watch knocked up but im too lazii to gt up and put it in, so football it is.
so i hve to write a research ppr abt slave narratives an blah blah blah but im extremely unmotivated to do this paper. first of all im tired of talking about slavery like it still affects us. slaverii was over 100 years ago. we (as blk ppl) need to let it go. everythingtht happens to us isnt because of slavery. we wont get restitution. we need to move on and jus do better. secondly my teacher has no vision fr wht he wants. he jus keeps havin terrets moments and blurting out random things we need for this paper. ugh, its quite irratating.
so today i wore alot of pink. it was low key because its breast cancer awareness month and im pro-save-the-ta-tas and the second reason why i hd on alot of pink was because i was feeln super girly. it was kinda an odd feeling.
in other news its monday, the start of anothr week. i finished 2 characters (Marleigh and Branston) but i hve two more to go. i really hve too much goin on and im extremelii undermotivated. okaii i need to stop bloggin and go write.
k bye bloggees :)
Saturday, October 16
.x Trust
i think this is the most important thing in life besides respect. i think eberyone who is still relevant in my life is onlii relevant because i respect AND trust them.
with that being said, on to new
business.
im watchn sme football todaii and enjoyin sme pomegranate vodka. its de-lish!
aniiwho. i dnt hve much else to say. im finished settn out my homecomin aftr this drink so now to midterms. this wk i'll be turning in my app for graduation :)
im pretty much chilln. idk wht else to say besides
(gud daii ye olde blog readers)
with that being said, on to new
business.
im watchn sme football todaii and enjoyin sme pomegranate vodka. its de-lish!
aniiwho. i dnt hve much else to say. im finished settn out my homecomin aftr this drink so now to midterms. this wk i'll be turning in my app for graduation :)
im pretty much chilln. idk wht else to say besides
(gud daii ye olde blog readers)
Friday, October 15
.x Star
So, im sitting.
Im watching niggerdom on tv [bet]
I'm thinking.
I've decided that double conciousness in the 21st century isnt a realistic idea.
Thats all i hve to say about tht.
I think about blogging every day but i never have anything interesting to say, so i'll recap my daii [rnt yu luckii]
I woke up twenty minutes before i hd to leave fr class, i threw on smethng tht almst mtchd. i went to minorities (tht clss is bull), i went to A.A History (another waste), then adv. grammar (i luv tht clss). Then, i went home && checked the mail and i hd a check for 20 bucks [random but exciting enough]. Then i went got my check, bought sme groceries, and now im home watchn tv and chilln wit the boo.
tht was my day.
what was yours.
btw ... random question: whts the deal with jack in the box and viagra?
welp, im out
bout to do four character sketches ... gimme sme names fr characters cause im struggln
ltr
Im watching niggerdom on tv [bet]
I'm thinking.
I've decided that double conciousness in the 21st century isnt a realistic idea.
Thats all i hve to say about tht.
I think about blogging every day but i never have anything interesting to say, so i'll recap my daii [rnt yu luckii]
I woke up twenty minutes before i hd to leave fr class, i threw on smethng tht almst mtchd. i went to minorities (tht clss is bull), i went to A.A History (another waste), then adv. grammar (i luv tht clss). Then, i went home && checked the mail and i hd a check for 20 bucks [random but exciting enough]. Then i went got my check, bought sme groceries, and now im home watchn tv and chilln wit the boo.
tht was my day.
what was yours.
btw ... random question: whts the deal with jack in the box and viagra?
welp, im out
bout to do four character sketches ... gimme sme names fr characters cause im struggln
ltr
Thursday, October 14
Tuesday, October 12
.x Parking Wars
I love Parking Wars. Its beyond hilarious (until I get a ticket).
Welp, todaii was a traditional day in my life, i went to class, came home, chilled, played the Wii, and then chilled. I want an all yellow outfit, the freecreditreport.com commercial inspired that.
So, i was recently asked why do I think that people should read my blog. I think people should read it because its full of important information about my life and what I think. Thats important. The world should be aware, the world should care. If I dont feel like this then who will? No one! Soooo that is that.
I have my first staff training tomorrow, did i mention I got a promotion to Staff Trainer? Yep, i did! I'm SOOO excited. I love my job.
In other life news, I'm almost finished with the story that I posted the other day, I only have like a few more finishing touches but I'll post it as soon as I can.
Well, mah future hubby jus mde dnner (yum yum),
Ltr Bloggies :)
Welp, todaii was a traditional day in my life, i went to class, came home, chilled, played the Wii, and then chilled. I want an all yellow outfit, the freecreditreport.com commercial inspired that.
So, i was recently asked why do I think that people should read my blog. I think people should read it because its full of important information about my life and what I think. Thats important. The world should be aware, the world should care. If I dont feel like this then who will? No one! Soooo that is that.
I have my first staff training tomorrow, did i mention I got a promotion to Staff Trainer? Yep, i did! I'm SOOO excited. I love my job.
In other life news, I'm almost finished with the story that I posted the other day, I only have like a few more finishing touches but I'll post it as soon as I can.
Well, mah future hubby jus mde dnner (yum yum),
Ltr Bloggies :)
Wednesday, October 6
.x These flippn Jet Penalties
So im layin n the bed, burnin incense, listenin to the tv and blogging. idk why im bloggin at this random hour, but i am. Latelii i keep sayin flippn when i shud say the f-word. its so ladii-like, lol :)
so im currently feeling like im invincible. im havn one of those years where nthn mtttrs unless i lt it mttr, and if i lt it mttr thn yu shud feel honored tht i lt yu mttr. lol, so conceited of me.
idk how many times im gnna say this but ..... im graduating in MAY!!!!! Im like 27 hours away frm graduation. I cant believe tht time has flown and passed by so unbelievablii quick.
so i need to gt my locs retwisted but i nvr hve the time. ugh! i feel so free wit my
locs. like i literallii think abt my hair like once or twice a week. i feel like my hair is an extension and an expression of me. yeah i go like three or four weeks without gttn it twistes but so wht? thts the way my energy mves me so thts the way my hair will be :)
side note: i nees sme new bows but i cnt find anii cute ones. if aniione (especiallii smeone in LA) knows where sme are, get em fr me. k, thnks :)
welp, im out ... i need to finish writin on this storii.
Jaii
so im currently feeling like im invincible. im havn one of those years where nthn mtttrs unless i lt it mttr, and if i lt it mttr thn yu shud feel honored tht i lt yu mttr. lol, so conceited of me.
idk how many times im gnna say this but ..... im graduating in MAY!!!!! Im like 27 hours away frm graduation. I cant believe tht time has flown and passed by so unbelievablii quick.
so i need to gt my locs retwisted but i nvr hve the time. ugh! i feel so free wit my
locs. like i literallii think abt my hair like once or twice a week. i feel like my hair is an extension and an expression of me. yeah i go like three or four weeks without gttn it twistes but so wht? thts the way my energy mves me so thts the way my hair will be :)
side note: i nees sme new bows but i cnt find anii cute ones. if aniione (especiallii smeone in LA) knows where sme are, get em fr me. k, thnks :)
welp, im out ... i need to finish writin on this storii.
Jaii
Monday, October 4
.x Shit
So, i feel like shit today. I have a super freakin cold and shit isnt goin the way I want it to. Lol.
anywho, in other news, it seems like my stars are realigned because Im happier than ever and everything in life is melding itself out.
Like, for one, Ebony seems to notice i exist, thats weird in itself. IDK why this is happening but um, i'll let it do its thing. Secondly, I feel at peace for once about the whole Alison situation. She isnt a crazy bitch after all, lol. And lastly, all of my enemies are living in everlasting tragedy (lol). jus kiddin.
Welp, in other news, I want a white iPhone 4 and a white iPad. I also just saw this random Jack in the Box commerical with a startling reference to viagra [ew, lol].
Oh, if I havent said this yet, im gnna say it again, Everyone At Prairie View A&M Unversity, No Matter What Your Major Is, You Should Take Dr. Marzette's African American Literature Class!
So, im writing another story for class and im actually giving my characters names. but i dnt know what to name them. i want my female to be named either Teagan or Marleigh. The guy, either Julius or Langham. IDK.
I love Anthony L. Ware II. He's kinda dreamy. I woulda never dreamed that we would be together, but we are and it mades me smile like no other. He's amazing. He makes me experience love, not just feel it. He really makes me be a better me, even when I dont feel like it. He's my soul mate and I'm beyond blessed to have him :)
Sooo, idk wht else to write, jus wanted to pop in and give a life update.
Peace:)
anywho, in other news, it seems like my stars are realigned because Im happier than ever and everything in life is melding itself out.
Like, for one, Ebony seems to notice i exist, thats weird in itself. IDK why this is happening but um, i'll let it do its thing. Secondly, I feel at peace for once about the whole Alison situation. She isnt a crazy bitch after all, lol. And lastly, all of my enemies are living in everlasting tragedy (lol). jus kiddin.
Welp, in other news, I want a white iPhone 4 and a white iPad. I also just saw this random Jack in the Box commerical with a startling reference to viagra [ew, lol].
Oh, if I havent said this yet, im gnna say it again, Everyone At Prairie View A&M Unversity, No Matter What Your Major Is, You Should Take Dr. Marzette's African American Literature Class!
So, im writing another story for class and im actually giving my characters names. but i dnt know what to name them. i want my female to be named either Teagan or Marleigh. The guy, either Julius or Langham. IDK.
I love Anthony L. Ware II. He's kinda dreamy. I woulda never dreamed that we would be together, but we are and it mades me smile like no other. He's amazing. He makes me experience love, not just feel it. He really makes me be a better me, even when I dont feel like it. He's my soul mate and I'm beyond blessed to have him :)
Sooo, idk wht else to write, jus wanted to pop in and give a life update.
Peace:)
